Hey there, I am a single white female that is still trying to figure out why I am here and what is my purpose. I had a great childhood. I didn’t want or need anything, my parents spoiled us needless to say. Yeah, I am daddy’s little girl. Now his only girl because my sister passed away and now my dad finally gets to raise a boy.
I don’t know what it is but I was a very terrible and rebellious child. It is almost like I had no conscious and didn’t care about wrong or right. Thank goodness my parents have always been there for me no matter what though. Especially the last couple of years.
I grew up in Michigan and then moved to Floridas beach about twelve years agao now. Yeah it was definitely a transition, almost as if I was at a constant party. Which gives me a lot to write about that is for sure. I don’t think I will or can run out of context and stories to blog about. There is a saying that I have heard a couple times that all fun must come to an end at some point, but I thought that would never happen to me. I was the stuck up snooty white party girl who knew everything.
I was in for a big RUDE AWAKENING. The last couple of years I would not wish on anyone, not even an enemy to go through what I am going through and have been through. The Party definitely came to an end and all at once, no pussy footing around it, It is as if I ran right into a dead-end dark wall and there is no light at the end of the tunnel. You know its bad when you are watching tv and a commercial comes on and asks you if you are: sick, unemployed, going through a divorce, being foreclosed on your house, or have some kind of addiction. It would have been nice to be able to say yeah one of those terrible events is happening in my life right now, but NO ALL of them were happening to me at the same time.
So I decided to write a blog about my experiences as for some hope of therapy and also telling some funny stories in here too because I have been a bartender for 15 years now and have seen some funny shit too. I don’t want to be so much of a Debbie downer, I still deserve to smile every now and then right? Well, I hope so because that is what I have been doing for a while. Put that smile on and fake it till you make it!!!